Wednesday, January 29, 2014

In No Uncertain Terms

I've never felt a love like this before. This love came out of nowhere, slowly growing to a burst of light that warms my heart.

My relationship with Scott has grown more than I ever imagined it would. I don't think I've ever felt so truly happy and in love. It's not just an exciting love, it goes deeper than that. Something that grows from the familiarity of his hand in mine, from the soft brush of the hair behind my ear, from the talks about life and the world at dinner when we just can't stand to get up and continue on with normal life. From the way his eyes sparkle when he smiles that smile, my God that smile, that is reserved only for me.

Not only that, but because he brought out a better person in me. I don't have that strong longing for attention that got me into so much trouble in college. He gives me everything I desire, no need to go looking for it from anyone else. I used to only see flaws, determined that there was someone out there that was better for me. But his flaws are beautiful and they pair with mine to make this wonderful relationship.

Scott feels like home.